Why is it that im surrounded by the people i love..but somehow feel so lonely.. I feel so angry,betrayed and judged. What is it that im so angry about. Ive turned into an angry person..one who feels that the world is going against her. i feel like i can depend on no one. No one is going to stand up for me without thinking of me as a burden. It feels like i have to compete to get what i want from a person. I dont want to compete for love. I dont have a pleasant personality,im not bubbly nor am i a friendly or cheerful person. Cant anyone just accept n not judged? Im tired..tired of everything. Tired of only thinking of others feeling but in the end,receive nothing. I dont mean to be mean..but..sometimes,it feels like i just have to..or im the one whos gonna get hurt.
